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Wednesday, November 7, 2018

Journeys of a Psychic: Consciously bringing the Higher Self into the body

Consciously bringing the Higher Self into the body

An excerpt on consciously bringing the Higher Self into the body and one of the complications it brings into general life. Personally, I've found that most people do not appreciate you being YourSelf consciously while in incarnated form. Yes, when I work with a client or a small group, they bask in these higher energies, but day-to-day interactions with 'normal', fear of the unknown is predominant.

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Monday, November 5, 2018

Journeys of a Psychic: Where all things in your current and previous life planned?

Chronicles of Han Teachings
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Where all things in your current and previous life planned?

Han Gibson - I received continued conscious access to my soul memories during my NDEs which I'm systematically chronicling into book form. As I can now compare in depth notes over lifetimes, I am able see that planning had been made with many other souls interacting over incarnated adventures. All came to a culmination of events in this lifetime. Some events are still unfolding and diaries are kept as record.

Did all events happened as planned? No, for me, as an individual, it did not. Not in this lifetime or previous ones.
Still, this is not the norm and I have done Life Path Charts for clients where everything they planned was executed to the letter.
No incarnation is wasted and even with the alteration of plans, the main soul missions are accomplished, in this lifetime or a next one. Issues are resolved eventually, so it is better to make sure you leave adventures on amiable fronts to avoid resolving issues in following lifetimes or in LBLs.

Currently, for me, 'lesser missions' are being incorporated, sort of like 'bonus features' in a multidimensional drama.

One must also be aware that as soon as you are interacting in a family or group environment, plans can, may or will be adjusted to the best opportunities for growth of everyone in the group/family unit. Thus 'sacrifices' are made where one or more individuals may step back so that another may receive the full benefit of the incarnation. This is sometimes referred to as 'self-sacrifice'.

Having everything under control and experiencing less challenges are not always the most beneficial opportunity for growth, but can be the lesson in itself.
While being challenged, unprecedented and swift soul-growth might occur.
Not having challenges can be a challenge in itself, to find motivation to continue an incarnation. Or it may mean that you are here to reflect on life while in incarnated form.

There really are no cemented rules, just individual cases.

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Sunday, November 4, 2018

Journeys of a Psychic: Past Life Reading for Han Storm

Past Life Reading for Han Storm

1 September 2018 -
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Given that I remember my Past Lives due to my near death experiences, I did a layout on the lifetime as Han Storm of which I had written 14 books.
As usual, the cards do not lie and the reading was spot on.

1. Personality of past life
VI Lovers
This was a bit of a surprise as I see myself different in that lifetime, as the Hierophant or the Magi. But analysing this card, it is actually a better description than my own interpretation.
Lovers. Han Storm had many lovers and loved ones, and if he did not love his people he would not have been able to do for them what he did.
Thus Lovers is a good analysis of his overall personality.

2. Physical attributes
8 of Coins
Successful Master of his Talents used for endless adventure while being absolutely responsible in his actions.
Absolutely spot on. Not an easy lifetime, but one used to assist others with the talents I cultivated to enhance their lives.

3. Spiritual attributes
Knight of Coins
Useful, reliable, patient, persistent, tenacious and totally loyal to my planet and people. Caution and Courage led mostly to evolution and the avoidance of revolution within our own fold. Physical preservation was the goal although spiritual advancement was enforced.

4. Overall life
King of Coins
Wow. This describes it to a 't'. Almost everything was handled as a business transaction with a rigid outlook on end results. Although conservative, I was well organized, confident and hard-working, inspiring others by example.
A loyal friend, wise counsellor, reliable partner.
Yes. A unique life as a leader.

5. Birth
XI Strength
Power, Determination, Tenacity, Courage
Most people will never know why and how they became to be incarnated until they pass back into Spirit.
This is my story. I was chosen for a specialized mission to assist a planet's people, much like now on Earth. In order to do so, I needed a specialized body, which was born from my mother Annayeke in that lifetime. A highly revered Psychic birthing a Psychic with specialized skills.
In order to allow me to experience what I needed to do, she gave me away soon after birth, thus I grew up in foster care before returning to her when an adult. It was a decision both of us made before the incarnation, yet left some nasty scars due to being human. We understand what had to be done and it took immense Strength from both of us.

6. Childhood
7 of Swords
Surrounded by different people all the time, I survived, persevering by keeping the goal of my life in sight, even though I only knew at the time that I needed to grow up and had to tolerate situations. This was achieved by 'becoming invisible' until I hit around 10 and everything changed.

7. Adolescence
King of Cups
Coming into some of my psychic powers, I quit the foster system and found a place on my own. Through art, lucrative gambling and pretence of parents, I made my own way through school, eventually deciding to do something good with my life. It was a good time, a bit lonely as I did not tend to make friends to stay under the radar, but the first time I had some stability in my life.

8. Adulthood
III Empress
Fertility, Success, Harmony, Sensuality
Ah, and here we find The Lovers again.
This was a really long lifetime. With four children from three different mothers, I guess I was a good lover. I still miss my partners and my children. Although one is here with me in spirit.
Back to the card and not reminiscing on times gone by. The Empress represents that in Adulthood I was able to bring abundance to my people.

9. Death
3 of Coins
With my Mastery proven to the World, I wished not to be involved any longer and was banished into Crio-sleep imprisonment. Not that I minded too much as I was so tired of living at the end that I just wanted peace.
But peace was short-lived as I found myself (spirit) captured in another body, on another planet, soon learning to love that place and wishing to sever my bonds with my old body.
This did come in time and I was able to move on, to have a new opportunity at a new venture in a place unknown to me. So very exciting to start over, somewhere else.

10. Lesson learned #1
2 of Swords
Growth through Conflict. As two swords need to be grinded together to sharpen, just so does underlying conflict educate as all sides of an issue are being revealed. Friendship and reconciliation with old enemies were needed to achieve the goals of this lifetime.
Lesson learnt - do not burn your bridges, not in this lifetime for you might need someone again in a next lifetime.

11. Lesson learned #2
Ace of Swords
Triumph through Strength and Determination. One never stops advancing. One never stops learning, weather you wish to or not. Soul-growth is inevitable.

12. Life purpose for that lifetime
XVI Tower
"The Casting out of a place of comfort." So true as I shook the people of my world's beliefs to their core. Then we engaged in bringing sanity into a chaotic world, causing constant upheaval as we opened new worlds and moved our people there.
I was indeed a bringer of shock, revolution, loss and uncertainty, not only to my own people but the people of other worlds as well.
All turned out good in the end, mostly for everyone involved.

13. How past life affects current relationships
Page of Swords
Lots of Swords in this reading. Lot of conflicts in that lifetime, so let us stick to current relationships in this lifetime.
People who wish to know the Secrets of the Universe tend to cautiously 'follow' me in this lifetime or read the books already published. Not much is openly discussed and many times individuals do not wish anyone to know they have visited or have business with me in this lifetime. It is their choice and I respect their privacy.
My husband and children know who I truly am and know about many of my past life incarnations. I have a small inner circle of people also aware of many of these lives and where they, personally, fit in them as many who had been with me in other lives showed up in this lifetime.
Mostly we all just stand amazed at the synchronicity of it all, as well as what others remember of their lives lived alongside mine.

14. How past life affect current aspirations
Page of Cups
As most children are open and accepting to learn, I'm here to reveal what I had experienced and people may learn and grow through my experiences. I'm doing what I came here to do.

15. Current life purpose
5 of Wands
Fulfilment in my Soul-Career. Doing what I had come here to do. It has been done. It has been completed and everything people now get is an absolute bonus. This body should have perished but was prevented from dying due to the wish of free willed children. Thus I am still bringing Hope and Healing on all levels to this world.

Time tells the best stories and we will see how all of this pans out.

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Saturday, November 3, 2018

Journeys of a Psychic: Why this specific body in this lifetime?

Why this specific body in this lifetime?

The question was asked - why this body of H Gibson? Why do I consider this specific body to be the one to 'channel' all this information and retellings through?

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Thursday, November 1, 2018

Journeys of a Psychic: Calling on assistance of those who had gone before

Regarding this calling on assistance of those who had gone before? How does this work, for Ascended Masters can only 'be' in 'one' place at a time, yet many had claimed to have seen or felt their spirit in many places at once? The religions based on their teachings mention that they are everywhere at once.

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Wednesday, October 31, 2018

Journeys of a Psychic: Where souls Originated, from the experience of a servant soul

Long version in context from some of my own experiences as a servant soul

Where souls Originated

Excerpt from Saving Leilaka (available from

"You wish to know where you originate from, what the Guardians meant by you being a child, a son of the Cosmos and the Original Creator, your true Father and Mother.
As I understand, you need to know in order to be content, to move forward in acceptance of your fate."

"Yes" I confirmed, intrigued at how she had known of my unanswered questions.

"I have been given permission to re-educate you, for throughout your physical incarnations and service to the Cosmos, you had obviously mislaid your full memory and cannot find the correct files to come to the correct conclusions you need in this physical lifetime."

Gaping at her, I realized that I knew of the 'blank' areas in my recordings; parts where happenings, events and general knowledge were lacking or unavailable to me. It was these blank spots that tended to drive me up the walls.

"It is considered time to remind you" she continued. "As you know, I am connected differently with The Cosmos than most entities that dwell within the physical dimensions and the dimensions associated with the physical realms.

I am not going to go into detailed explanations and am only going to remind you in general terms.
This is your story, how you came into existence. It is not the history of many, but only the few.

You are older than most Souls, Han. I know you feel it within yourself. This feeling of saturation sometimes manifests in an unwillingness to move forward, the feeling of wanting to give up, to go back to your roots and to become one with The Cosmos.

I know it is a constant battle to renew yourself, to keep yourself interested in Life itself.

I know it is difficult for you at times, but I also know that there is so much that you have not yet experienced and that you can look forward to.

But back to your history which started long before the beginning of physical Creation.

There came a time when the Absolute Be-ness, All-Mind, All-Consciousness, or merely called Cosmos as we know our Creator in these realms of existence, wanted more than just to be.

From its Eternal Breath-Motion it created, differentiated or manifested into two distinctions: Spirit or Purusha, Father; and Pre-Matter or Mulaprakriti, Mother.

When Spirit and Pre-Matter came together, they created the Spirit of the Universes, which we also refer to as The Son, or Mahat.

At this time, through Mahat, The Cosmos created the Formless Worlds, Arupa or Higher Worlds as we know these areas to be today.

When Manifestation into the Worlds of Form, or Rupa, was contemplated, The Creator saw it fit to create or manifest helpers for Its Spirit-Consciousness, the manifestation of Itself It refers to as Its Son, for Mahat.

It was around this time that you and others like yourself were created. Those few of you that are left are the Original Servants to the Cosmos."

Ariëtte gave this information time to sink in. I understood the content on levels that I did not know existed within my being, seeing in my mind's eye elements and places and energy forms, Source Energy or what I know as Fohat, the Life Force of The Creator that permeates through everything.

Also what was called Mahat, that part of The Creator that was Its Will, that which connected everything with an all-encompassing knowing, The Creator's Spirit.

I frowned at Ariëtte, confused about these issues of Creation that I knew I knew intimately, yet did not know in this body-consciousness at the moment.

"I do not comprehend. I have a Soul, I feel and see myself as an individual, I reside within the flesh of this very physical body. Yet you say that my Soul is one of the oldest in Creation? That I had been an individual before Creation of physical worlds began?" I enquired from her.

"Yes. Most people assume that Souls, or The Creator's Children, were created when people or higher evolved beings started to inhabit physical worlds.

Before the physical worlds, before Rupa began, Arupa was created by Mahat, The Creator's Will. Within these Higher Worlds He created servants for Himself, and eventually children, giving them functions and responsibilities, allowing them to become extended manifestations of Himself, but not yet allowing them to function independently. This only came much later, when many more 'things' were happening.

This is where the planning of Creation into the physical realms began and the grid systems were introduced in order for The Creator to keep in constant touch with everything."

"Then all of us that see ourselves as individuals have a Soul?"

"Yes, for life to exist in any form, physical or non-physical, there must be a Life-Spark, a pinprick of light in order for individualism to thrive.

It does not follow that all Souls are the same. It depends on what The Creator's intention was when the Souls were created.

Some are Children, or Free-willed. Some are Servants in their many forms and guises, some are Celestial Beings which includes the whole range of Angelic Beings. It all depends on what The Creator wants.

New Souls are constantly being created, ensuring a supply of Life to start anew all the time. As the old Souls become redundant or wish to return to their Origin, the new Souls start to experience.

It is generally accepted by Children that they rank highest in the hierarchy of Creation. This is true, but to compensate for this perception and to maintain balance within Creation, Children, or Free-willed Souls are mostly limited to the areas of Rupa or the physical areas of Creation which includes the Physical Dimensions and the Higher Dimensions around certain areas.

Servants are allowed to go wherever they are needed, whether to incarnate into physical form as humans or any other physical group in order to give service directly to The Creator, to Higher Ranking Servants or to individual Children and groups of Children.

Lower ranking Servants may be withdrawn from physical incarnations back into direct service to The Creator or any of the Higher Servants that are responsible for the Manifestation, Building, Stability and Maintenance of the various areas of Creation.

As you know, you have been sent all over Creation. You did not stay in any single Universe or Dimension, but have travelled all over, seeing and experiencing physical and non-physical realms. You have given service to The Creator in many forms, serving in many departments, subjecting yourself to many adventures in servitude."

"It is my function" I told her and she leaned over, fondly embracing me with her huge bulk.

"And that is what The Creator loves about you" she laughed at me, releasing me to sit dishevelled next to her. "You do not ask questions, well, most of the time you just do. You are quiet, like it was in the beginning when there was no sound."

"Now there is such a cacophony with everyone clamouring for The Creator's attention that I can barely hear myself think!" I complained.

"For your delicate Servant Soul, I suggest you try and keep away from rowdy Free-willed children as often as possible" she smiled at me.

"It is not a joke" I retorted.

The Cherub came inside, serving us with goblets of green icy sherbet.

Ariëtte indulged in her sweet. I stirred mine a bit, not really interested in this delicacy.

"Why do Angels see themselves higher in rank than Servants?" I wanted to know from her, watching The Cherub close the door behind it.

"It is because they are higher in rank than Servants" Ariëtte replied to my question. "You were created into the lowest rank of Soul-group. You can be used, abused, experimented upon as The Creator sees fit. Alternatively you can be snuffed out of existence as an individual at any time that suits The Creator."

She placed her empty dish next to her before taking the goblet with sherbet from my hands, helping herself to the sweet I was obviously not going to eat.

"It might seem unfair" she told me between bites, "but The Creator needed something to experiment with, and your Soul-group was manifested first. It is not as if a Master was going to be perfect with His first try at something totally new, now is it?"

I shook my head.

"And what The Creator learned from that first, initial manifestation was how to create other entities to please Him, to help Him, to be His eyes and His ears and His hands, His feet, His heart. To feel, to experience, to manifest in the myriad ways that is being done all over Creation as we speak.
And He experiences ALL of it, on some level or another, all the time. He does prefer to re-experience individual Souls when they decide to come home, to stop being part of Creation and to become part of His Collective Consciousness once more."

"You are now talking about relinquishing individuality?" I wanted to ascertain from her.

"Yes, in its ultimate form it is True Death, for the Soul stops being a conscious individual part, it merges with, or becomes a part of The All-Consciousness again.

There are intermediate stages that some Souls prefer to go through before returning back to The Creator. This can be likened to 'steps' in returning home where they will be educated as to what they will give up when becoming One with The Creator.

Most of these Souls wishing to return really do not wish to go on with Life, whether in physical or spiritual form. They are tired, depleted, dissatisfied with their experiences, feeling redundant or just filled to the brim with emotion – they simply do not have anywhere else to go."

"And those Souls I have destroyed?" I wanted to know.

"They have become part of the building blocks, the Aether or electrum of The Universes."

"Then their Souls did not return directly to The Creator as happens when an individual decides to stop Living?"

"No, it did not, but their Recordings had already been captured within The Cosmic Recording System and would not be lost. It is only the individual Soul that is no more. The same goes for 'lost' Souls. If their Guardians and loved ones cannot awaken them in the holding facilities around the individual planets, they ultimately stop existing, becoming Aether, dissolving back into the Cosmic Fibers of Creation."

"Energy cannot be destroyed, it is simply made to work in other ways."

"Yes, Han. It is simply made to work in other ways."

Excerpt From Saving Leilaka Copyright © H Gibson Chronicles of Han

Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Journeys of a Psychic - Avatars - How new souls are created

How new souls are created
Long version in context from some of my own experiences

How new souls are created

Unedited excerpt from The Chronicles of Han - Negotiating Limïer

"What is a Puppet, you asked?" I moved back to the subject they wished to know about.

They shuffled into more comfortable positions not to miss a word, as if I was going to tell a campfire story and they were mere Clans' children eagerly anticipating some excitement and adventure.

I held back not to laugh, launching into the story instead. "A Puppet Body is a body that had been created by a Source Creator or Puppet Master for its own use.
In some areas these Source Creators or Puppet Masters are called Overselves because they own and operate more than one Avatar or Puppet at a time."

"Then is Han Storm such a Puppet for you have spoken about your Overself before, the entity you refer to as Hanuman?" Black interrupted, the typical investigative interrogator.

He had a valid point. I did refer to MySelf, to Hanuman, as an Overself from time to time.

"I agree. I do sometimes refer to my Soul-Spirit as an Overself. I think it is more for other people to be able to understand where I have my vibrations," and to know where I am as an individual, I added for myself.

They looked confused and I sighed, running my hands through my curly hair. At least it was catching up again in the growing department and there was actually something to run my fingers through.

"As with your eyes!" Aquil cheered up. "Today they are your original dark purple, making you human, one of us, and the Han Storm we know."

"And when you are intermediate with lighter, lilac eyes, you are more your Soul-Spirit and not Han Storm, your created Creata Personality," Kin-Allan elaborated.

"But when you get mean and your eyes become a pastel purple with a metallic glint, we all know Hanuman has descended and is walking in our midst," Black concluded with a nastiness about his words I was not familiar with. "Yet, this does not make you a Puppet Master or an actual Overself. It merely reflects where you, as an individual, have your vibrations."

"Or it actually indicates that this body of Han Storm is indeed just a Puppet Body as well, or do I have it all wrong?" Kin-Allan wanted to know.

"It might be that Han has the potential to become a Puppet Master at a later stage, but right now I do not think so for his Soul is contained in this singular body," Aquil voiced his opinion.

They watched me, waiting for an explanation.

"If you have to say it like this, then I guess I have different tiers and must be a 'Puppet' for the Creator. As it is, I do see myself as an individual Soul-Spirit with my Soul currently occupying this body of Han Storm. It is not as if I have my Soul somewhere else with only my Spirit-Consciousness contained in this body. If I was only a Puppet for my Overself, I am not sure that I could have become a Navigator."

Black held up a hand. "Okay! I understand where YOU are coming from and how YOU currently work. It still does not answer me regarding Puppet Bodies. So get back onto the subject."

I glared at him. He changed the subject, not me!

"Well? Are you going to continue with your explanation?" Black pushed.

"Only if you listen and keep your questions for afterwards!" I retorted, suddenly annoyed and the threatening headache starting to pulse between my eyebrows.

Putting the tips of my fingers on the area, I gently massaged in an upwards motion, channelling some Source Energy into it until the pain toned down, the area becoming comfortable.

"I will keep my questions for afterwards. You may continue," Black confirmed in a softer voice, his temper well kept under control.

"Let me explain it this way. Every body is a Puppet or Avatar for a Soul-Spirit. It is a piece of flesh to be operated and cared for as the specialized equipment it is. It was made to house Souls to be able to experience this third dimensional environment consisting of matter, which is light brought down in frequency to become visible and what we perceive as solid."

Aquil opened his mouth to ask something but I held up my hand, pushing on. "The first tier of incarnation is One-on-One. One Soul-Spirit to One Body or Avatar. You are housed in this body for the duration of the body's life term. When the body perishes, who you truly are is released to go home to the Higher Worlds or to consider occupying another body.

Then you get a One-on-One Remotely operated Avatar. Still One Soul Operator with One Puppet Body or Avatar. Just here, the Soul is not housed in the body but stays contained in the Higher Worlds, remotely running this Avatar. This ensures that the Soul does not receive all the negative emotional flow-back you experience when housed in the body itself. The impact on the Soul is less, but the body, as perceived as the Planet Identity, seems and feels remote or emotionally removed from others.

In some cases these 'Puppets' have mentioned that they feel 'lacking' in themselves, especially if they are not aware that their Souls are not housed within the body."

I sighed, taking a short break, feeling my body's vibrations automatically increasing when talking about Universal subjects.
"As far as I know, true Puppet Masters or Overselves are Ascended Masters who have grown too large in their Soul-Spirit forms to be able to comfortably fit into a single body, therefore the necessity to either run Puppet Bodies from a distance, or to separate some of their Spirit-Consciousness to fit into several bodies at the same time for whatever reason they wish to do so or need to do so."

Black held up a hand to stop me. I sat back, giving him the opportunity to speak, although I have asked not to be interrupted.
The deep frown on his forehead spoke for itself.
"Okay. Let me just see if I am following this correctly," he stated, standing up, taking one of the empty mugs.
"This is me. My body. Single incarnation. I am the coffee and the mug is my body." He poured cold coffee from the pot into the mug.
"Me, One-on-One incarnation. Individual Soul-Spirit entity incarnated into a physical life experience, correct?" He paused, looking at us for confirmation.
I nodded in agreement.
"Next. I take this mug, it is empty, so I put in a bit of coffee from the pot in there. Now we pretend, this is a Remote Incarnation. Spirit in the mug, Soul in the Pot?"
"Okay. Got that one. Next, we make the pot Lumox, a character you have confirmed is an Overself." He poured the coffee back into the pot so we could start with the next scenario.
"I fill three cups halfway with coffee. One is Jade, one is Doc G and one is Skye. There, now we have an Overself and three Puppet Bodies."
He sat back down, eyeing this scenario, somewhat concerned. "So one Overself can have multiple experiences through his own bodies, at the same time?"
"Yes," I confirmed again.
Black stretched back in his seat, making a noiseless 'oh'.

"Then this Lumox made sure his energy was surrounding you as often as he . . . it could?" Kin-Allan summarised.
"He. He is definitely a male energy," I corrected Kin-Allan.
"With female bodies, for whatever reason," Kin-Allan emphasized.
"You love Jade. You talk of Jade as a separate individual. How does this work when I see this in front of me?" Black wished to know, swiping his hand in the direction of the mugs.

"Usually an Overself will create the bodies as just that, bodies to be used to store part of its consciousness to do what it must for whatever reason it must or wishes to do," I replied to the question. "It is when it needs to do more than just have a body survive that it might then split itself and its own consciousness into smaller sizes to accomplish what it wishes to and gives its Puppets personalities.
As with any Puppet Master, they might quickly become attached to certain Puppets, in this regard a certain energy. Then they may wish to put in more time and effort into a specific Puppet's creation, growth and development, eventually making it a favourite plaything or Avatar to incarnate into.
They now have created a Puppet or Avatar Personality that they can re-use and store when not in use in a particular incarnation."

"Nope! Do not get it. Show me," Black responded, hinting with his eyes at the mugs.
I sighed. I had no idea we were going to play this game.
I looked around, spotting the glass on the sink Kin-Allan had used earlier.
Fetching it I brought it back to the table.
"Jade," I stated, taking one of the mugs, emptying the coffee into the glass. "Jade's body perished, but Lumox did not want to make her part of him. He wishes to use her again in other incarnations at a later stage, thus he stores her within his own Soul-Spirit until needed."
I placed the glass inside the pot.
"And Doc G?" Black insisted.
"I do not know. I assume that if Lumox liked him too, he would be stored similarly as I have seen in a vision as Jade is. If not," I picked up the second mug and emptied the contents back into the pot where it mixed with the original lot.
"If not, then the Puppet spirit becomes one with the Master, and the experiences gained is mixed into the lot for future use." I sat down, allowing this information to settle.

"Okay. Then when Lumox wants to use Jade again, he whips the part out that is Jade," Black removed the glass from the pot, decanting the contents back into a mug, "and creates a new Puppet body containing the Jade energy. Do I understand this correctly?"
"Then Jade has another incarnation and grows as this Puppet Avatar, not knowing that she is a Puppet and returns to Lumox where he stores her again, this time with a bit more experiences." Black poured a bit more coffee directly from the pot into the mug before decanting the Jade representing coffee back into the glass and putting the glass back into the pot.
"Then what happens when Jade's glass becomes too full?" Aquil asked, seeing where Black was heading.
"I guess then Lumox will have two choices," I stated. "One is to make her part of him again, or to let her go to become a fully free Soul-Spirit on her own."

"That sounds nice. How does he get to do this? As far as I know only Creators may create new Souls," Black stated and I started to suspect that he knew more about this subject than I did.
I had another look at him. Was he trying to get me to face this Jade reality by allowing me to deal objectively with it?
"We would wish your thoughts on the subject, Han," Kin-Allan placed my attention back to where it should be.

"Only Creators can become Puppet Masters or Overselves, as far as I know," I confirmed. "If they wish to allow a Puppet Personality to become a full new Soul-Spirit they would have to sacrifice a piece of their own Souls so that the Spirit may become a Soul-Spirit, a new Soul."
"Then it is possible for your Jade to become a fully free-willed individual, a Soul-Spirit in her own right?" Black asked, at last revealing his true intentions.
"Yes. If Lumox decides to let her go," I confirmed.
"That would indeed be a great day to behold," Kin-Allan told me.

"I am glad of this possibility, but what I want to know is how do we know who is a Puppet, or is it not necessary for us to know this?" Aquil asked.
"I do not think it is relevant or necessary for us to know who is a Puppet body or not. It should not influence our emotions towards that person," I stated my opinion. "In recognising that someone may be a Puppet is to observe that sometimes such a person is not 'present'. They go through the motions of life, but you can see that what makes them, them, is not always there."
"You are describing yourself. Are you sure you are not a Puppet too?" Aquil sighed.

"Not necessarily," I countered. "It is just an observation indicating that the person may have other functions to attend to. I have found that with Jade, as well as Doc G, that there were times where they were not aware of what happened to them or what they did.
At these times Lumox took total control of their bodies and did whatever he needed or wanted to do. When the Puppet Personality was returned to the body, and Lumox had pulled back, neither had recollection of what had happened, creating trepidation in them, as individual Puppets."
"You witnessed these 'absent' episodes yourself?" Black asked, intrigued and a bit unsettled.
"Yes, I was unfortunate enough to have experienced Lumox' direct attention to me through his Puppet Bodies . . . "

They listened. They did not seem to understand.
I scanned their thoughts.
Black was wondering how anyone could cope with 'running' more than one body at any time.
Kin-Allan was stuck at whether or not Jade and Doc G had pieces of Lumox' soul, had gone back into 'storage' or whether or not Doc G had become part of the collective consciousness of Lumox.
Aquil was not sure if anybody could actually tell if someone was a Puppet Personality or not.
"I know. It is a complicated subject with many variants. Only a true psychic could tell if a person belonged to an Overself or is part of a Puppet-line.
I guess that, as with any skilled Puppeteer, it takes training and experience to play different personalities while removed from each other."
"How can anyone live more than one life at a time?" Black wished to know.
"I do not know. As I stated, it is an advanced option of Being a Soul. I am sure not every single Soul would advance to this stage of growing so huge within themselves that they can no longer be contained in a single body."
They stared at me, making me uncomfortable.
"You do not seem to always fit in that body, especially not when you become Navigator!" Aquil blurted.
"At other times, especially when you are depleted, there are not enough of You to fill it either," Kin-Allan gave his opinion.
"Hmm," Black hummed. "Opposing opinions. Both accurate and true. One more question from me, at least.
How did you find out that Jade, Doc G, and Skye are Puppets of Lumox?"
Interrogation. Something he had wished to ask a long time ago.

"They have the same Soul-Signature," I replied confidently.
"Makes sense, especially because you can see the energies." Black seemed content with this sure and honest reply.
"I have heard talk in the Clan that some families all have this same 'Soul-Signature' as Han states. Does this mean that the whole family are Puppets of the same Overself?" Aquil wanted to know.
"I have also heard about Group-Consciousnesses. I think the Elders had called colonies such as wasps, bees and ants by this name," Kin-Allan stated.
"Yes, and yes. Looking at flocks of birds and fish and ants and so on, I am sure even in the animal kingdoms there are Overselves.
As to the people seeming to have a Group-Consciousness, it might be that a family is from the same Overself. It would make perfect sense, especially if the Overself is still in training. It should be easier to 'run' several bodies in the same environment than when they are separated by physical distance."
"I do not care," Black stated adamantly. "I am an individual. I intend staying this way. Sharing myself between several other bodies, I really think not!"

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